jLoss -- Life's unexpected turns

I gotta be losing my mind, to be giving a damn what you think. Must have lost my way, to care like I do. Then again its you. I get lost, you find me. But babe it’s hard to know you’re there when I cant feel you and I know you might not find it to be true. But I’m lonely. Randomly ranting making you understand how I feel, venting to express my feelings. Think about it. I might be acting crazy, but honestly it’s how I always am. Thoughts running through my mind, I need a drink, maybe to drown you would be best, forget about life, and the reasons I always find myself this low. I should let you go. Should find someone new. But the thought of someone treating you like dirt, it scares me. And I know you think your worthless, you’ve been told that all your life but baby you aint I promise. I’d give you the world if I knew how to but honestly I don’t think it’d make a difference.

It’s just how I’m feeling, don’t take it to heart. You know I lose my mind daily.